Wednesday, July 29, 2009
okay okay okay....so YES once again I had promised to "try" and keep this up to date and once again I have failed.....lol....my 4 lonely followers are probably wondering why they decicded to follow me now! he he he! Sorry guys.....I won't "promise" once again that I will keep this up but hopefully when I get back to Florida I can stay on top of this......life just seems so cramped some times......it's very weird..seems like time is going by so slow and I haven nothing to keep me busy...but then when I look at things like these I say to myself "where has the time gone?" hmmm.......but I do have lots to share. My last blog was before Josh came home on leave and lots has happened since then....our week of "heaven" with our family "complete" even if it was just a week.....his goodbye......our trip to ks and now a month of ks! lots to say and lots of pictures.....I hate trying to upload pics on my moms computer....it's so slow so pics won't be up until I get back to florida...although at this point I'm wondering if I should just stay in KS! I forgot how great it is being "HOME"....funny, growing up I swore I would never come back to this place where everyone knew my business and now it's hard to go to a place that no one cares about your business.....which i suppose is bittersweet...no one knows me, no one knows my past, no pre-judgement....just me now....sometimes ya feel so.....hmm...lost i suppose....lost in the numbers...just another body walking around....driving to working...getting gas...buying groceries.....I often miss being able to "run into" someone when I go to the store....grass is always greener on the other side??? sometimes you just wanna go where everybody knows your name....LOVE!!!